A "small" amount of info about me - it's interesting to do... makes you think!


Personal

Name: Helen Hawarth

Home Address: Exeter, UK

Last four numbers of your phone: 9350

Today’s Date: 9th Jan 04

Place of Birth: Oxford, UK

Date of Birth: October 1st, '80

Astrological Sign: Libra

Profession: Assistant Manager, in a residential home

Education: University degree

Height: 5'8"

Weight: 12st 7

Hair Color: Reddish brown with some highlights

Eye Color: Blue

Distinguishing Marks: None, really : (

Blood Type: Don't know!

Allergies: Nickel - belt buckles, crap jewellery...




Historical

Mothers First Name: Elizabeth/Liz

Fathers First Name: Graham

Siblings’ Names: None - I'm a lonely only

Family Comes From: UK - all over

Famous Relatives/Ancestors: None known!


Favorites

Favorite Color: Blue, with pink coming a close 2nd

Dream Pet (regardless of size or circumstance e.g. unicorn, whale, Dragon): Cat - would love many more

A Flower You Would Like To Grow In Your House: White lillies

Lucky Number: Don't have one

A Smell That Makes You Pause: My fiance's neck

A Taste That Makes You Melt: Vanilla

A Hobby That Occupies Your Time: Reading

A Sport That You Enjoy Watching: Gymnastics

A Sport That You Enjoy Playing: 2:2 rifle shooting

A City You Would Love To Visit: Pompeii

A Country You’d Like To Explore: My birthplace - the UK!

Your Favorite Meal: Currently, chicken supernoodles : )

A Drink You Often Order: Tea!

A delicious Dessert: Rice pudding

A Game You Like To Play: Anything that makes me laugh

A Book You Strongly recommend: The Business, by Iain Banks

Author Who has Affected You: Iain Banks

The Magazine You Read Mostly: None, they're all shite

Music You Prefer To Listen To Alone: Sad love songs, classical music that I can turn up real loud

Singer Or Band You like: Evanescence

Film You Would Watch over and over and…: Big

A Director You Admire: None, really. Never thought about it.

Favorite Actress: Don't have one.

Favorite Actor: See above!

TV Show You Watch Regularly: Stargate SG1

An Artist You Highly Respect: Monet

Favorite Work of Art: Crepuscolo

Favorite Piece of Clothing: Jeans

A Monument You’d Like to Have a View From Your Bedroom: None, but I'd like to have the view from my childhood bedroom window back.

Favorite Time of the Day: The afternoon

Favorite Place to Sit at Home: Anywhere comfortable, the sofa

What Are You Most Likely to be Doing on a Sunday: Working

Your Motto: "Sing like nobody's listening" - to steal part of the whole thing


Other Stuff

Your Pet: 2 cats - Squeaker and Mr Freddie, and lots of fish

You live in a: 2 bed semi-detatched house

When you Sleep you wear: Nothing!

Something on your night table: A light

If you had A safe, what would you put inside: Not sure I have anything I would want to put in a safe, right now.

If you could afford it what would you buy right now: A large piece of land with a beautiful house, and a lake.

You collect: Books, mostly. You should see my fiance's "museum" room!

You have a lot of: Books, and shoes.

Strangest possession: Resent aquisition of pot...! lol

Most expensive possession: 'Cello

Your prized possession: My 'Cello

If your house was burning and you had time to rescue three things they would be:

1. Fiance
2. Cats
3. Fish, if I was a miracle worker!


Worst thing that you have done to someone: Cheated on them

People should not marry before this age: 23

People should not have children before this age: 25

The appropriate age for having sex: 16, if being careful

Your most recent lie: Not sure... is that a bad sign?!

When you are late and its your fault you:

() Tell a white lie (/) Tell the truth

A lie you tell yourself: That I don't need more shoes!

Something that you stolen that was not worth the risk: Have only stolen one thing, and that was by accident...

A person you have killed in your thoughts: A guy I used to know in my old youth group - I dreamt I jumped on his head with stillettos!!

One person you might kill if you thought the law would protect you: No one

One thing in the world youre addicted to: Love

A drug or alcoholic beverage you have taken on a regular basis: Pot

If there were no side effects you would enjoy being addicted to: Anything fun!

Drugs you have tried in the past: Magic mushrooms, alcohol, pot

A drug you would never try: Heroin

A drug you would never try again: None...

You believe hitting a child is an appropriate form of punishment:

(/) yes () no (in moderation)

Have you ever been arrested: Not so far

What for: ...




Do you believe in God: Yes

Describe God: Love

What religion were you raised with?: Christainity

Do you still practice: On occasion

Last time you were in a house of worship: Midnight mass at Christmas

Death is: scary, although it shouldn't be.

How do you picture the end of the world: Earthquakes

God has spoken to you?:In a way

What did he say? Nothing - I just felt loved

Do you feel most wars are started because of religions: Definitely

Does life exist on other planets: I hope so

Have they made contact with us: No, we're not ready yet

Are you a decendant of Adam and Eve: No

Do you belive in evolution: Yes

Do you believe in astrology: No

Do you read your horoscope: Sometimes

If yes, Why? : For a laugh

Have you ever been treated by a psychotherapist: No, but I have been treated by a hypnotherapist, a homeopathist, a child psychologist, and a counsellor...

If yes, Why? : In this order: for bowel problems as a child; for migraines, and other general worries; for bowel problems again!; when I had a miscarriage : (

Do you believe in reincarnation: Undecided

If reincarnation exists, you would like to come back as a: A fairy princess : )


Three’s

Your three best Qualities:

1. Loving
2. Musical
3. Intelligent

Your three worst qualities:

1.Jealousy
2. Laziness
3. Greed

Three words that others use to describe you:

1. Likeable
2. A laugh
3. Bookish!

Three traits you look for in a friend:

1. Able to have a good conversation
2. Shared interests
3. Not 2-faced



Three qualities your ideal man or woman should posses:

1.Musical
2. Intelligent
3. Fun

Three qualities your ideal relationship shoud have:

1. Thoughtful partner
2. Good sex
3. Understanding


Three people who you consider to be geniuses: Currently don't have any thoughts on this one, and don't want to put obvious answers!

1.
2.
3.

Three best inventions ever:

1. Electricity
2. Fire
3. The piano

Three favorite childhood toys or games:

1. Lego
2. The Silvanian Family
3. "Block" - don't ask!

Three things you would never do:

1. Kill/maim/hurt anyone on purpose
2. As above for animals
3. Kill myself

Three things you regret:

1. Not having more partners before, without wanting to change who I am with now - make sense?!
2. Not having more friends.
3. Losing touch with good friends, then being too lazy to get back in contact.


Wishes and desires


Your dream: Being financially solvent

Your Hope: That I marry my fiance, and have his children, and all relatively soon

If you had the talent and opportunity you would: Sing in a band or write a novel

Something you wish you could learn with a snap of your finger: Brilliant musical ability

Something you wish to change about your life: Not being crap about sharing my feelings with people I love. Or not having a miscarriage.

Something you wish to change about yourself: Have a sense of direction whilst driving

Sexual fantasies you wish already have happened to you: Just being much more open about what I like!

You wish you were

Born to a different race: () yes (/) no
Born to a different religion: () yes (/) no
Born as the opposite sex: () yes (/) no

Someones diary you would wish to read: My fiance's, or my mum's

Want to retire at this age: Whenever I have acheived a good life, but before I am too old to enjoy life after work.

How do you plan to spend the last years of your life: With my husband and children, hopefully.

How about the last minutes of your life: Being held by my fiance, and not in pain.

For your last dinner, whom would you invite (dead or alive/ 5 only):

1. Finton (fiance)
2. Mum
3. Dad
4. Great Uncle Jack
5. Kim (old school friend)

Last Meal: Roast chicken dinner


Emotions

A moment you achieved absolute happiness: Absolute? Not yet.

You have a great amount of guilt regarding: How I broke up with my 1st boyfriend, and how I treated him before that.

A song that makes you sentimental: Anything that I associate with my University years

It reminds you of: Becoming "me".

When you are happy, you need: Love

When you are sad, you need: More love, and to wallow in it.

When you are angry, you need: To break things

When you are lonely, you need: Someone to call me

You would jump up and down and shout with joy if: I got pregnant again.

Last time you were very angry was when: When I was accused of seeing someone else (untrue).

Last time you cried: Not sure, but not long ago! Probably when I chucked up the other day...

Someone who made you genuinely happy: My fiance

Something that makes you happy: Music

Write the colors that match the following emotions for you:

Fear: Black
Love: pink
Happiness:yellow
Sadness: Grey
Anger:red
Guilt: purple
Jealousy:green
Loneliness: white

Choices

Sunrise or sunset: sunset
Open or close:open

Sweet or sour: sweet
Bath or Shower:shower

Sahara or Himalaya: sahara
Square or circle:circle

Dolphin or eagle:eagle
Fire or water:fire

Old or new:old
lightning or thunder:lightning

Coke or pepsi: coke
Ocean or forest: ocean

Hot or cold: hot
black or white: white

Day or night: night
Yesterday or tomorrow: yesterday

Red or blue: blue
Dogs or cats: cats

Even or odd: even
Beatles or elvis: beatles

Woman or man:woman
Sun or moon: moon

New York or Paris:paris
Silver or Gold: silver


Fears


Things you fear: Spiders, insects, being followed, dying, being alone

Your greatest fear: death

Greatest fear about marriage: not marrying my current fiance, or it turning out like either of our parent's marriages

Pet a snake:
OI did I would I wont
Spend a week on an empty room:
I did I would OI wont

Kill an animal (fish birds and insects not included)
I did I would OI wont

Sing in front of a huge audience:
OI did I would I wont
Scuba dive:
I did OI would I wont
Sit in the front of a roller coaster:
OI did I would I wont
Deliver a baby:
I did OI would I wont
Swim across the amazon:
I did I would OI wont
Switch careers:
OI did I would I wont
Disappear for a long time:
I did I would OI wont
Walk through a forest alone:
I did I would OI wont
Join a space mission:
I did OI would I wont
Tell someone what you honestly think of him or her:
OI did I would I wont
Call off your wedding:
I did OI would I wont
Walk naked through a crowded city for ten minutes:
I did I would OI wont

Some other shit =P

Your name spelled backwards is: Neleh

Write your first names and last names initials below:

Your first initial:H
Your last initial:H
Now quickly think of five word that begings with each initial:

First: Last:
1.Happy 1.Heaven
2.Helium 2.Hanky
3.High 3.Hue
4. Hole 4.Heavy
5.Human 5. Hotel

First time you discovered power!! : When I became an assistant manager

Choose one existing book or move title that describes you the most: Then again, maybe I won't.


Choose one existing book or move title that defines your life: Can't think of one right now...

Your hero: No one

Last person you said I love you to: My fiance

Write a question you would ask yourself, answer it too : Why am I crap at talking to people? Because I'm worried about getting it wrong too much...