Here I am again, on another waking night. It's only 11.13 pm so far, and I have about another 8.5 hours to go, or there abouts, before I can drive home (another 20mins), and get into my bed. So I should hopefully be in bed by 8am! Myself and the 2 nightstaff have been on a hunt for food tonight, but so far we're not entirely sure what we want. I hate that feeling. I get told off by my Mum (yes, still!) for standing and staring into the open fridge in the hope that something nice has materialised...

So, here I am again, on ANOTHER waking night. I'm sure I'm doing far too many. I suppose it's the money that will make the difference, at the end of the day. I don't want to have to work to earn money. I want to work because I enjoy my job - that would be much better. To be doing something because I want to, and not because someone else has decreed it... I suppose there would be no more stress if that happened. But, then again, no one would have clean toilets, or empty rubbish bins!! Unless ther...

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So it's boxing day night, and here I am at work surprise surprise! I'm sure you're all getting used to my weird ways of working by now... Had my parents over for lunch today. My partner's a chef, so he did the cooking while I was sleeping after working last night. We don't have a big house, so we had to squeeze the garden table in the front room so we could all sit down to eat - normally we eat off out laps in front of the tv! So, anyway, he says it's all ready and brings out what he suspicio...

On a waking night again. Did I start another blog with that before?? It's Christmas night - actually, it's boxing day morning, to be precise: 1.10 am. I really really need sleep, and looking at this screen is not doing me any good at all!! I'll definitely be crashing into bed in about 7 hours time. That's ages! What a nice thought. There's not too much to do as there's only 11 clients, and I don't do care anyway. I've just got a small amount of paperwork to do, and then I'm done for the night/mo...

So, here I am again on a night, and I thought I would relate a little story of my driving exploits from the other day. I have recently passed my driving test, so I am still learning to drive around Exeter (where I live, in the UK) by myself, and not having someone there to say "LEFT NOW!!". I'm really crap with directions, and don't have a sense of direction either, so suddenly being able to drive by myself is both exhilerating and scary! I'm really having to rely on the roadsigns now, and ho...

Hi everyone. Very sorry about the past few mental days. I'm hoping things will calm down now... Thanks for all your comments, support, and otherwise! On to more exciting things! Back at work again (getting fat fingers by sitting at the computer all night! I know I shouldn't, but I just couldn't help it...). I've actually done some of my medication course tonight, so I'm pleased. I really need to get on with my other courses, but I don't have a huge amount of motivation in the middle of the...

I thought I would try and put all that nonsense with deleted behind me, and write an ordinary blog. I think he got me too riled up. As you will have probably guessed, if you have kindly read my other blogs, I am on another waking night, and not wanting to do too much work. I'm actually getting slightly bored and pissed off with this place at the moment, and this is the best forum to vent in. I've been trying to organise about a week off from both my jobs, and it has proved a absolute nightmar...

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I am, once again, the phantom of the night... I haven't written a blog for a while as I just haven't had arse-all to write about, and I also haven't done a night for a while. But here I am now, so I'm all yours. There's not much new. I wish there was! I've started a counselling course, so I'm on my first step up since I became a manager, so that's cool. Work are paying for it, and I've been told that they will most likely be able to fund the next stop after this one. Hopefully I'll end up a f...

OK, if anyone finds my posts annoying/irritating/offensive etc. then please don't read them, comment on them, or flame me, as revenge can often offend... I apologise if my last post was in any way "narcissistic", but I found it interesting to do, if a little long. I say again - if you don't like it, DON'T READ IT!! I would write more, but I've just realised the time and I have to do more work before the next person comes on shift (maybe I'll post about her next time - she drives me up the ...

A "small" amount of info about me - it's interesting to do... makes you think! Personal Name: Helen Hawarth Home Address: Exeter, UK Last four numbers of your phone: 9350 Today’s Date: 9th Jan 04 Place of Birth: Oxford, UK Date of Birth: October 1st, '80 Astrological Sign: Libra Profession: Assistant Manager, in a residential home Education: University degree Height: 5'8" Weight: 12st 7 Hair Color: Reddish brown with some highlights Eye Color: Blue ...

Ahoy there. I'm on a night again. Surprised?? I was at one of the other assistant manager's houses where everyone had met up, but I had to leave for work just as the party was getting going! Typical... Can't log onto the system properly, so can't get at any files at the moment. Can only go on the internet! Shame... ; ) Just a quick one now - I might write again later if I've got nothing to do! H

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